Release me~~~

Please release me let me go
for I don't love you anymore
to waste our lives would be a sin
release me and let me love again.

I have found a new love dear
and I will always want her near
her lips are warm while your's are cold
release me my Darling let me go.

Please release me can't you see
you'd be a fool to cling to me
to live a lie would bring us pain
release me and let me love again



Giler desperate mintak kena rilez kan??? aduyai....
ntah la apa nk jadi.... penat ngan hidup aku skarang... aku dah penat nk stres2 nak depres2 ni....
kalo korang kat tmpt aku pa yg korang buat??? adui... patut ka aku mengambil keputusan tuk berjumpa kaunselor.... ke ada yang nk volunteer tuk jadi kaunselor aku skarang....

plez tell me wat to do.... no no no.... not wat to do but wat im supoz to do.... giv me sugestion n advice to go tru my life now.... argh!!! anybody can help me here???

i need help rite now....

Just Smile Okay???

song for myself....

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

~~KEEP BELIEVING~~

Sometimes things aren't the way you hoped they would be,
thats when you have to tell yourself that things will get better.

It may not be easy,
but take each step forward as a challenge.

Learn from your difficult times.
Grow in courage and in strength.

Keep believing in yourself.

Stay focus on all you want your life to be.
Challenges are part of life's journey that will only bring you closer to what you dream to be.


aku cuba untuk trus percaya kat diri aku... harap aku xilang arah dan harapan...
pray for me... aku hanya mau yang terbaik untuk sumer...
untuk kamu... sori... (kamu tau sapa kamu) aku kdg2 xmampu memberi yg terbaik... tapi skrang ni... ini adalah yg terbaik untuk sumer tapi bukan aku... kamu tau kan???

harap Dia terus memberi petunjuk kepada ku...

Chowzy

Biarlah rahsia~~~

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempatku
Membayangkan pahit manis berlalu
Entah siapa yang tahu

Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
Berdepan dengan kata menyesakkan
Takkan tugumu kebal
Tiada pertimbangan

Keheningan malam membangunkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiadaku menjauhi

Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantas ku pendam
Ku putuskan biarlah rahsia

Semakin aku hidup dalam cinta
Tiada kuasa mampu menghalangnya
Hentikan kata-kata
Bertulangkan dusta

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempatku

--> layan lagu dato' siti jap... layan.... huhu... buat masa ni biarlah sumanya rahsia... yg tau, tau la... yg xtau tu... buat2 tau je la k... kang aku citer la... kisah aku stil jauh...

chowzy