im going back to kota metropolitan kuala lumpur tonite...(eh btul ker metropolitan?) so dh blek sn smmgnya aku tertangguhla dan terhenti la seketika aktiviti aku memblogkan diri di alam virtual ni... mungkin akn terhenti tuk satu waktu yg pjg... insyallah da masa aku akn cb gak jenguk2 dan menaip sepatah dua kat entry seterusnya(aku mmg btul2 prasan da org bc blog aku... huhu)
selamat berkenalan yg 'ter'baca blog ni... yg mmg aku suru jenguk ngan kerahan aku pun makaseh gak (cian...cian xpa nanti aku blanja eskrim k...hehe)
selamat berjumpa pada entry seterusnya... c ya...
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
darurat dah ker??
perang??!! skali lagi?? ntahlah... perang dingin jer kot...
salah aku ker kitorg gdo?? ker mmg slh dia?? bila dh gdo ni mmg susa nk tau sp slh sp x... bg aku dua2 pihak slh bila dah gdo ni... tapi kdg2, da gak yg satu pihak tu jer tertouching lebih padahal yg pihak satu lagi kewl jer mcm xda benda... so slh sp tu?? huhu... mls la nk pk... pk punya pk silap ari bln ble kna migrain tahap kritikal... xpsl kna anta g hosp masuk air plak... huhu... parah tu...
mcm mn nak selesaikan ni?? ble ok x ni?? ni lagi satu persoalan yg kdg2 mmg xtau pa nk jwb... jwb plg senang, mudah dan ringkas... "terpulang"... yup... terpulang kat individu tu r... dia nk ok ker x... msg2 dh besar... of coz dah tau nk pk bek buruk... sbnrnya tuk cr penyelesaian kita kna tgk blek diri kita... rewind blek pita perakam kat pala tu btul ker x bnda yg kita dah buat tu... n da pk x efek ms buat tu ker men terjah jer... suma tu kna pertimbangkan... dh pk sehabesnya dh.. dh timbang brapa kilo yg kita dah buat kat org n org buat kat kita... lazly kita kna la memaafkan... yup aku stuju bebeno... bkn jer maafkn org len tapi diri kita jugak... n d important is... kita mohon la ampun dan kemaafan dari org yg kita rs kita dh 'ter'buat slh tu(cam nk mintak maaf ms raya plak) mcm mana pun kita ego n stil rs dia slh n bkn kita... mintk maaf la gak... kdg2 kita x sedar kita dh sktkn hati org tu... terutama org yg kita syg... org kita syg ni kdg2 dh mkn ati la sesangatnya kat kita... tapi... dia stil ckp "it's ok" xpun "dun wori im fine"... kdg2 xphm gak np nk buat mcm tu kan?? tapi org tu buat mcm tu sbb xnk pihak satu lagi berasa bersalah lagi n dia sbnrnya dh maafkn dh slh kita b4 kita mintak maaf lagik... besalah... nama pun dah syg kan?? huhu...
kesimpulan entry ni... maafkan la org yg kita syg... xkesah la dia buat slh ker x... ker kita yg buat slh lebih2 kat dia sbnrnya... jgn lupa gak maaf diri...
bersama berdua bergembira... bila dah berduka diruntum mslh gdo xsudah... kalo sm2 cuba selesaikn msti akan bertemu jln kuar... penyelesaian yg mgkin berakhir ngan baik dan yg kita xinginkan mmg akan terjadi... so... bersedia jer la dgn pa2 jer kemungkinan... tawakal la... igt byk lagi org yg syg kita sebenarnya...
salah aku ker kitorg gdo?? ker mmg slh dia?? bila dh gdo ni mmg susa nk tau sp slh sp x... bg aku dua2 pihak slh bila dah gdo ni... tapi kdg2, da gak yg satu pihak tu jer tertouching lebih padahal yg pihak satu lagi kewl jer mcm xda benda... so slh sp tu?? huhu... mls la nk pk... pk punya pk silap ari bln ble kna migrain tahap kritikal... xpsl kna anta g hosp masuk air plak... huhu... parah tu...
mcm mn nak selesaikan ni?? ble ok x ni?? ni lagi satu persoalan yg kdg2 mmg xtau pa nk jwb... jwb plg senang, mudah dan ringkas... "terpulang"... yup... terpulang kat individu tu r... dia nk ok ker x... msg2 dh besar... of coz dah tau nk pk bek buruk... sbnrnya tuk cr penyelesaian kita kna tgk blek diri kita... rewind blek pita perakam kat pala tu btul ker x bnda yg kita dah buat tu... n da pk x efek ms buat tu ker men terjah jer... suma tu kna pertimbangkan... dh pk sehabesnya dh.. dh timbang brapa kilo yg kita dah buat kat org n org buat kat kita... lazly kita kna la memaafkan... yup aku stuju bebeno... bkn jer maafkn org len tapi diri kita jugak... n d important is... kita mohon la ampun dan kemaafan dari org yg kita rs kita dh 'ter'buat slh tu(cam nk mintak maaf ms raya plak) mcm mana pun kita ego n stil rs dia slh n bkn kita... mintk maaf la gak... kdg2 kita x sedar kita dh sktkn hati org tu... terutama org yg kita syg... org kita syg ni kdg2 dh mkn ati la sesangatnya kat kita... tapi... dia stil ckp "it's ok" xpun "dun wori im fine"... kdg2 xphm gak np nk buat mcm tu kan?? tapi org tu buat mcm tu sbb xnk pihak satu lagi berasa bersalah lagi n dia sbnrnya dh maafkn dh slh kita b4 kita mintak maaf lagik... besalah... nama pun dah syg kan?? huhu...
kesimpulan entry ni... maafkan la org yg kita syg... xkesah la dia buat slh ker x... ker kita yg buat slh lebih2 kat dia sbnrnya... jgn lupa gak maaf diri...
bersama berdua bergembira... bila dah berduka diruntum mslh gdo xsudah... kalo sm2 cuba selesaikn msti akan bertemu jln kuar... penyelesaian yg mgkin berakhir ngan baik dan yg kita xinginkan mmg akan terjadi... so... bersedia jer la dgn pa2 jer kemungkinan... tawakal la... igt byk lagi org yg syg kita sebenarnya...
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
kisah aku, dia dan uncit
my cutie uncit... dlm kenangan... rest in peace (30/10/2007)
me n my bb's cat... baru mati jap tadi...
dia mmg nmpk xsehat since 3 ari lps... bb ckp xtau np... dia juz nmpk cam xbermaya.. bg mkn dia xmakan sgt... setahu aku budak uncit ni kuat mkn... n besa dia jemput bb kat dpn pintu umah tiap mlm bb blek kj... tapi since 3 ari lps dia duk diam jer kat tepi umah...
kitorg suspek dia mati keracunan termakan rumput dpn umh bb yg br kna racun seminggu lps.. cian uncit... tapi nk buat cam na dah ajal dia...
tadi bb col nanges2.. bg dia calm... dia ok sket... tapi disebbkn kami tgh da konflik timur barat sket myebabkan kami xbyk berkata2 (aku la tu yg byk diam) then dia mara aku... biar jak la... ati dia tgh sedi n pns lagi tu since tghmlm semlm sjk konflik bermula... aku xtau dh mcm mn nk pjk dia... biar la pns dia reda sndri... klo xreda gak... tunggu dan lihat jak la... aku pun xtau pa akn jadi... aku juz mampu rancang Tuhan tentukan sumuanya... tu keja Dia...
dh termelencong plak... berbalik sal uncit... uncit ni kucing kesayangan bb aku... actly ada kucing liar beranak dlm umah dia.. then dia n hozmet dia pun cian la kat ank2 kucing tu... salah sekornya adalah uncit... aku suru bb amek sekor bela bg pihak aku... so dia pun pick uncit.. since then bb bela uncit smpi la dia mati mlm tadi... im sad.. i noe bb lagi sedi dari aku...
bb : bodoh...
syg : np ni b? dah k... jgn mcm ni...
bb : bodoh... buang masa jak syg laz2 mati macam tu jak..
syg : nk buat mcm mana? dh ajal dia... biar la... bnda yg idup of coz akan mati...
bb : bodoh... @#$$% (aku plak kna mara)
selepas tu aku stil cb tenangkn bb... tapi perbualan berakhir...
syg : jgn la mara2 lagi... jgn macam ni.. relax k..
bb : dah la... buang masa jak aku col kau... tit tit (talian dimatikan...)
aku terkulat2 jap... bkn sbb pa pun... aku dh besa dgn keadaan mcm tu... cuma pala aku blank jap n blur dlm barang sesaat dua pk cm na nk pujuk dia... tapi akhirnya aku dpt jwpn yg aku mmg xkn dpt pujuk dia... biar la... tgk la sok mcm mana.. walaupun jap tadi dia anta laz msg yg mmg menyakitkan ati aku (msg b4 ni pun da gak yg menyakitkn ati aku)
Bad day
aku xtau nk tulih pa walaupun byk bnda yg aku rs aku nk citer... terlalu byk smpi cpu pala aku hang gara2 mencari file path yg aku nk mskkn dlm blog ni... so aku juz nk ltk lirik lagu yg semmgnya akn berkumandang setiap kali korang msk dlm blog ni... aku tertarik ngan lagu ni... coz lirik n melodi dia mmg dpt smpikan mood lagu ni... mood yg aku susa nk describe... koran gfeel la sendiri k...
selamat menghayati...
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
(Daniel Powter)
selamat menghayati...
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
(Daniel Powter)
Thursday, October 25, 2007
masi terngiang...
seseorg penah bg lagu ni kat aku masa befday aku... tiap kali dgr lagu ni mesti ingt dia... byk kenangan lagu ni pada aku.. rindu sgt kat org tu (mati la if gal aku bc).. selamat menghayati bait-bait lagu yg sgt menberi makna dlm idup ku...
If Tomorrow Never Comes (tapi dak yg bg lagu ni slalu ckp 'tmrw neva dies'... ntah pa2 la)
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
(Ronan Keating)
buat org yg bg aku lagu ni-->i never forget our great moment together
If Tomorrow Never Comes (tapi dak yg bg lagu ni slalu ckp 'tmrw neva dies'... ntah pa2 la)
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
(Ronan Keating)
buat org yg bg aku lagu ni-->i never forget our great moment together
Emosi terganggu...
apa yg buat kita jiwa kacau?
ntah la emosi aku slalu terganggu lately... y? i dun hev d answer... korg nak ckp aku pa pun xkesah la... im try to find d correct answer but i seems can't find it... aku juz jumpa bbrp punca janakuasa yg menyebabkan aliran emosi aku tak stabil... meh jenguk jap kebarangkalian dan hipotesis yg boleh di jadikan jawapan :
1 - si dia (yg buat aku ktawa, nanges, mara, sedi, teruja, dan yg len2 yg dirasakan berkaitan)
2 - sal study aku (dpt ke aku abezkn dip aku dan mampu ke aku tuk trus berjuang menuju degree?)
3 - masa dpn aku (akan adakah ruang tuk aku nanti dlm industri?)
4 - family aku (xda apa pun yg terjd sgt juz aku jer ter'touching lebih)
5 - kawan2 aku (hozmet n kolejmet<-- wujud ke perkataan ni? yg nak korek sal aku)
6 - past time (masuk gak carta benda ni? huhu... barang yg lm usah dikenang... uhuk..)
aku rasa tu adalah punca kuasa 2 yg mungkin membuatkan hormon aku merembes secara rawak... mana major pun aku xtau... juz aku arap aku dpt kembali seperti sediakala sebelum aku membalikkan diri ke perantauan... aku rasa aku tertinggal satu lg faktor yg maha lagi penting dari yg tersenarai kat atas tu... iaitu... jeng jeng jeng... Yang Maha Esa... kita slalu lupa kat Dia... mungkin aku patut balik kpd asas, rite? coz Dia Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Pembuka Jalan... usaha dan tawakal jer la... arap2 ati aku akan kembali tenang dgn usaha untuk mencari jawapan kekalutan pala otak aku skrang...(bunyi cam budak bek jer kan? huhu...)
syg xtau bb akan bc blog syg ka x (coz setahu aku dia tu xsk nak bc blog ni... bc manga sk la dia..) but if b bc, pa yg b bc tu la yg syg rs... b tau syg cam na kan? ni slh satu cara syg tuk luah apa yg syg rasa n pa yg ada kat pala...
ntah la emosi aku slalu terganggu lately... y? i dun hev d answer... korg nak ckp aku pa pun xkesah la... im try to find d correct answer but i seems can't find it... aku juz jumpa bbrp punca janakuasa yg menyebabkan aliran emosi aku tak stabil... meh jenguk jap kebarangkalian dan hipotesis yg boleh di jadikan jawapan :
1 - si dia (yg buat aku ktawa, nanges, mara, sedi, teruja, dan yg len2 yg dirasakan berkaitan)
2 - sal study aku (dpt ke aku abezkn dip aku dan mampu ke aku tuk trus berjuang menuju degree?)
3 - masa dpn aku (akan adakah ruang tuk aku nanti dlm industri?)
4 - family aku (xda apa pun yg terjd sgt juz aku jer ter'touching lebih)
5 - kawan2 aku (hozmet n kolejmet<-- wujud ke perkataan ni? yg nak korek sal aku)
6 - past time (masuk gak carta benda ni? huhu... barang yg lm usah dikenang... uhuk..)
aku rasa tu adalah punca kuasa 2 yg mungkin membuatkan hormon aku merembes secara rawak... mana major pun aku xtau... juz aku arap aku dpt kembali seperti sediakala sebelum aku membalikkan diri ke perantauan... aku rasa aku tertinggal satu lg faktor yg maha lagi penting dari yg tersenarai kat atas tu... iaitu... jeng jeng jeng... Yang Maha Esa... kita slalu lupa kat Dia... mungkin aku patut balik kpd asas, rite? coz Dia Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Pembuka Jalan... usaha dan tawakal jer la... arap2 ati aku akan kembali tenang dgn usaha untuk mencari jawapan kekalutan pala otak aku skrang...(bunyi cam budak bek jer kan? huhu...)
syg xtau bb akan bc blog syg ka x (coz setahu aku dia tu xsk nak bc blog ni... bc manga sk la dia..) but if b bc, pa yg b bc tu la yg syg rs... b tau syg cam na kan? ni slh satu cara syg tuk luah apa yg syg rasa n pa yg ada kat pala...
don't matter
(rasa korang tau lagu ni kan? lagu akon.. ntah np aku nk ltk lagi ni dlm blog aku pun aku xtau.. yg rasa2 tau lagu ni n sk jom la berdendang bersama...)
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied
Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied
Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Pa yg ada kat pala aku skrang...
sejak smlm dia asik bz... boring... nk merajuk pun mcm no efek jak... tapi tu la tetap rasa bosan teramat... bukan la nak minta tumpuan 24/7... tapi sjk cuti ni xbuat apa rasa mcm nak dia spend tem 4 me... iyala aritu aku bz.. skrang ni aku dah free dia plak bz... tem aku bz dia punya merajuk cam aku ni sengaja xnak kontek dia hah... skali dia bz... aku br merajuk sket dia dah sound aku... huhu... angin satu bdn tul... nak manja2 pun susa...
aku cam xda nafsu nak blek kl la... tapi kena blek jugak... xkan xnak abezkan lagi study kan? dia pujuk aku semalam suru blek sn gak... dia ckp aku byk sgt pk.. dia ckp aku mcm mak nenek yg kena pk sal anak cucu... huhu... tapi xsalahkan aku pk sal masa dpn aku... aku akan masuk ke industri bln nov ni... tuk praktikal... aku mcm xsedia lg sbnrnya... tapi kena gak g praktikal kalo x camna aku nak grad... aku tkt gak coz xdpt lagi tmpt tuk praktikal... kolej aku pun xinform pa2 lagi kat aku ni... aduih... suspender tul la... umur dah lanjut study tak abez2 lagi (ntah pa nak jadi kat aku ni... mak anta g skola ponteng... mak anta g blaja men2.. nakal bebenor..) sian gak aku kat mak aku perabiskan reta dia kat aku... abah aku plak dah bersara awal sakit2 plak tu... huhu.. (sian sgt2 kat mak aku...) disebabkan tu la aku kena abezkan study aku a.s.a.p... tapi aku plan pas ni aku nak smbg study lagi... rasa2 ok x? dia yg beriya2 suru aku smbg study so ble dkt ngan dia... arap2 jodoh ada bole la study dkt2 dia nanti... tu je alasan tuk aku ngan dia duk sama...
aku rasa mcm byk aku nak tulih tadi... tapi tb2 jak aku rasa aku blank semcm... terigt kat dia sgt... (bila dapat bersama ek b?) yala laz jumpa ogos aritu tem dia konvo... lama lagi br dpt jumpa kot... dah la since laz jumpa tu asik gdo jak... arap2 pas ni dah kurang kita gdo even kta jauh...
pesanan tuk bb --> b nanti tem syg praktikal may b syg akn sgt bz... so syg nak minta maaf awal2 if nanti syg t'ignor bb tuk satu masa yg jap or lama... juz igt even syg xkontek bb, ustil in my mind n in my heart...
aku cam xda nafsu nak blek kl la... tapi kena blek jugak... xkan xnak abezkan lagi study kan? dia pujuk aku semalam suru blek sn gak... dia ckp aku byk sgt pk.. dia ckp aku mcm mak nenek yg kena pk sal anak cucu... huhu... tapi xsalahkan aku pk sal masa dpn aku... aku akan masuk ke industri bln nov ni... tuk praktikal... aku mcm xsedia lg sbnrnya... tapi kena gak g praktikal kalo x camna aku nak grad... aku tkt gak coz xdpt lagi tmpt tuk praktikal... kolej aku pun xinform pa2 lagi kat aku ni... aduih... suspender tul la... umur dah lanjut study tak abez2 lagi (ntah pa nak jadi kat aku ni... mak anta g skola ponteng... mak anta g blaja men2.. nakal bebenor..) sian gak aku kat mak aku perabiskan reta dia kat aku... abah aku plak dah bersara awal sakit2 plak tu... huhu.. (sian sgt2 kat mak aku...) disebabkan tu la aku kena abezkan study aku a.s.a.p... tapi aku plan pas ni aku nak smbg study lagi... rasa2 ok x? dia yg beriya2 suru aku smbg study so ble dkt ngan dia... arap2 jodoh ada bole la study dkt2 dia nanti... tu je alasan tuk aku ngan dia duk sama...
aku rasa mcm byk aku nak tulih tadi... tapi tb2 jak aku rasa aku blank semcm... terigt kat dia sgt... (bila dapat bersama ek b?) yala laz jumpa ogos aritu tem dia konvo... lama lagi br dpt jumpa kot... dah la since laz jumpa tu asik gdo jak... arap2 pas ni dah kurang kita gdo even kta jauh...
pesanan tuk bb --> b nanti tem syg praktikal may b syg akn sgt bz... so syg nak minta maaf awal2 if nanti syg t'ignor bb tuk satu masa yg jap or lama... juz igt even syg xkontek bb, ustil in my mind n in my heart...
mana nak mula?
erm... mana patut aku mulakan? penat gak aku pk sehari semalam pa aku nak melewah dlm blog aku yag br nak berkembang ni... kita mulakan dengan bismillah... ehem...ehem... (cam nak buat announcement jak gaya.. huhu) aku mula ngan nak ucap hepi befday to my love... hepi befday bb.. bb dah tua ari sabtu lepas... hehehe... sori thn ni adiah lambat sket k... n xdpt nak bg by hand... sowie... miss you so much on ur befday... bila la dpt dipertemukan lagi kita ni... jauh sgt la... kalo lagi 3 thn mcmni + - * / rasanya kos untuk berdating menggunakan teknologi masa kini boleh kita buat deposit ble keta satu... hehehe... betul x b?
minggu pertama raya agak xbez thn ni... mana nak bez dah la buah ati jauh dari pandangan mata gado plak tu... aduih... tu yg rasa macam nak demam pun ada... mud aku 1 syawal mmg x menentu... Hepi+ Sedih + Riso+ Penat = jiwa kacau... (cian kat aku..) dan dlm mggu pertama syawal tu gak la aku sngaja xnak kontek dia... bukan sebab apa satu coz aku xsmpt nak menambah nilai kredit hp aku... kedua aku nak jimat duit aku untuk gayut ngan dia mlm befday dia nanti... akhirnya aku berjaya pujuk dia mlm seblm befday dia... yg beznya sampai skrang dan sepanjang semggu ni krdt aku xjalan untuk sbrang pggilan dan sms kpd dia dan dia pun sm cam aku gak... hehehe dapat free gift bonus dari syarikat telekomunikasi yg kitaorang guna...
mlm befday tu...
syg : bb sori ek thnni xdpt bg adiah by hand..
bb : huh.. nak by hand gak... xkira...
syg : sowie gak coz xdpt bg on time
bb : xkira nak adiah mlm ni or sok gak..
punya la aku rasa bersalah jap... yala dah la ari tu janji ngan dia nak ajak dia blek kg tapi laz2 xdpt coz xda bajet... cian bb...xpa len kali kumpul duit btul then br brani nak janji... dah la dia tu jenis xble lupa...
to bb--> sori bb... maafkan sayang k... len kli xbrani dah nak janji benda yg syg sendiri x sure...
minggu pertama raya agak xbez thn ni... mana nak bez dah la buah ati jauh dari pandangan mata gado plak tu... aduih... tu yg rasa macam nak demam pun ada... mud aku 1 syawal mmg x menentu... Hepi+ Sedih + Riso+ Penat = jiwa kacau... (cian kat aku..) dan dlm mggu pertama syawal tu gak la aku sngaja xnak kontek dia... bukan sebab apa satu coz aku xsmpt nak menambah nilai kredit hp aku... kedua aku nak jimat duit aku untuk gayut ngan dia mlm befday dia nanti... akhirnya aku berjaya pujuk dia mlm seblm befday dia... yg beznya sampai skrang dan sepanjang semggu ni krdt aku xjalan untuk sbrang pggilan dan sms kpd dia dan dia pun sm cam aku gak... hehehe dapat free gift bonus dari syarikat telekomunikasi yg kitaorang guna...
mlm befday tu...
syg : bb sori ek thnni xdpt bg adiah by hand..
bb : huh.. nak by hand gak... xkira...
syg : sowie gak coz xdpt bg on time
bb : xkira nak adiah mlm ni or sok gak..
punya la aku rasa bersalah jap... yala dah la ari tu janji ngan dia nak ajak dia blek kg tapi laz2 xdpt coz xda bajet... cian bb...xpa len kali kumpul duit btul then br brani nak janji... dah la dia tu jenis xble lupa...
to bb--> sori bb... maafkan sayang k... len kli xbrani dah nak janji benda yg syg sendiri x sure...
Sunday, October 21, 2007
hai...
wah... lama x jejak kaki blek dlm dunia blog ni... agak lama jugak tgglkan.. rindu jugak... excited macam 1st2 buat blog dlu2 pun ya jugak... funny... ntah la tergerak ati nak buat come back kat blog (perasan btul da org bc blog aku... macam jak ada orang nak baca pa benda yg aku tulis...) untuk post pengenalan ni aku xda idea n xtau nak tulis apa sbnrnya... since las blog aku tgglkan dlu byk benda jadi kat aku... terlalu byk... idup aku skrang ni kira byk brubah gak la... macam byk nak tulis... tapi xpa la... aku try kuar kan satu2 benda pa yg ada kat pala aku... k la xda benda aku nak tulis dah bt masa ni... arap jumpa kat post seterusnya...
(welcome back to me... hehehe... arap2 blog kali x senasib ngan blog aku b4 diz..)
(welcome back to me... hehehe... arap2 blog kali x senasib ngan blog aku b4 diz..)
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